Flowing river of wordss
Spanning from 2021-current
Orbs of sea green faded dreams, how you abandoned your own ambitious life for me
A love that transcends biology
You speak of astonishment in the nature of thee, failing to realize I branched from your nourishing tree
A surprise that I would already foresee
Pools of guilt speak my reflection, hollowing out a lost resurrection
A feeling with so much complexion
One that has experienced nadir breath to life, is better off than with their chest in knife
A bravery you shall take into the afterlife
Our differences pulled us apart, until I realized we were made of the same heart
For Amy˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
you fall behind
you're out of time
your mind aside
you cant rewind
pull me apart
strings of my heart
chase down your dream
falling underneath
dead on the scene
you cant unsee
uncertainty
serenity
eyes watching over me
come take me
come take me
from li-ife
from li-ife
no hiding
no hiding
you crucify
your life confined
your silent whine
you can't untwine
you try and shout
choice, born without
tears streamline
something so benign
it follows me
hollow agony
internally
spiral endlessly
eyes watching over me
come take me
come take me
from li-ife
from li-ife
no hiding
no hiding
passion and love rung out by life's structures
is there a day when all of it ruptures
always in my heart and mind
endless until the end of time
how can my love be so deep and divine
then be destroyed by worthless human design
benefit to all of humanity
yet self living is insanity
Wish that my emotions would not go unseen
Breathing speeds as I become weak
Or maybe there's nothing there, maybe it's just my mind causing me despair
Wires sending me false connections, is there any future where I'm going in a different direction?
Pools filled with rain from my eyes, agonize
While you rest I fuel Fuel the void in my soul, there's no control
Could you ease it for me? Could you see me as me, but not just for my body?
Would that be too hard for our system, the one from within?
Lust a sin, always followed by a grin and touching of skin
But would you still love me if I was invisible? Unkissable?
Or would that be too difficult?
Emotions flood from my heart to my mouth
The words I speak drifting about
How can I clear my mind for you, stop seeming so untrue?
Would you love me forever, could you need me forever?
My sensitive brain, infinite pain
Could you ease it for me? Could you love me for me?
Will this last forever, I want to surrender
⋆༺ bound to the torment of beings and structure, the feeling of ague abducts me as I plunder
?¿ mourning souls anchored to abandoned spaces _ secrets hide in those who awaken .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳.
but when you are left alone, who do you really become. does your mind wander soulessly, into a drone above
For all the time and distance we are apart, your phantom kiss will always reminisce
can someone help me.e.e, im stuck in an ocean,
full of your devotion to no.o.o.o.othing,
is this all that can beeeee?
or caaaan your heart sway to the motion of liiiight
embalmed by the sound of ni.i.ight
I stared so long at the moving waves, the moonlight started to fade
ripples wash over the previous drought, all in all out and out
bound by a lifeless form, my soul aches about
floating in patterns of sound and doubt
alas it haunts me now, the worry of others dragging me downbut my eyes only reach so far, their warmth only reachable from memoirजिया नहीं में, चलते दिल कहाँ
From Conversations
I'd say it's an infinite call of your soul from the universe to explore yourself in this lifetime. People are unhappy and feel a void because they are a ghost to themselves. You need a job, you need a place to live, you need to feel emotions, eat... but those are biological necessities. The soul is much deeper than that, and if it's needs and wants are not attended to, those biological necessities are altered/useless in the end
there will always be time to find a job and work but not everyone finds themselves within their lifetimepast and future are for reflections of time, the present is to stay true to you and apply those reflectionsin regards to a conversation on not knowing wether to go bald or deal with the maintence of curly hair and insecuritybe careful of letting the ghost of your past be in the drivers seat of your present :p
shallow minded physical oriental souls
don’t waste any time on people that care so much about something that can change in an instant
but the beauty of humans as we know it is our power to separate biological functions to expand to more spiritual and deeper meaning
Everyone will always assume stuff because of that biological component, but there are some people that recognize that and are able to shift their mindset almost immediately